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Nothing's changed

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 1, 2008, 2:59 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: the whirring fan
  • Reading: blank
  • Watching: nothing in particular
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
This town, this dwelling, this loneliness kills a little more of me each day.
The news... this ugly world... my ugly memories taint the good ones.
Nothing's changed, Good God, I'm sick of waiting.




Damn it. I could've been something, right? Maybe not. Maybe I was just supposed to turn out this way. Maybe there wasn't any hope.

No one knows for certain.


All I know is, right now, the future looks pointless. I could live this way til I die, go broke, end up homeless or in some home for the mentally disturbed. I used to be there. I still can't shake the notion that I'm somehow impaired as a person, less than normal, less than everyone else.

I HATE MY PAST.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 133
  • Current Residence: paradise
  • Interests: hyperbolic self hate
  • Favourite movie: none
  • Favourite band or musician: nico
  • Favourite genre of music: pop
  • Favourite artist: you
  • Favourite poet or writer: abby
  • Favourite photographer: gemi
  • Favourite style of art: anything other than digital
  • Operating System: crashing
  • MP3 player of choice: quintessential
  • Shell of choice: <none of the above>
  • Wallpaper of choice: kittens
  • Skin of choice: thin
  • Favourite game: talk therapy
  • Favourite gaming platform: the floor
  • Favourite cartoon character: tony snow
  • Personal Quote: "I Like Dykes!You Like Dykes!We Like Dykes!"-Committee for ReAppropriating Slurs into Slog
  • Tools of the Trade: sex appeal

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~Poe-It:iconPoe-It: Apr 7, 2008, 3:18:00 PM
Thank you for the fave. Your gallery is wonderful!

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YES!

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*lima-bean:iconlima-bean: Apr 5, 2008, 6:11:32 PM
Thank you very much for the favourite on Siouxsie. :)

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*DAMusicForum: This is for all you travellers wandering through life wondering why you ate so much space cake... you thought it was regular cake!
~Piskieface:iconPiskieface: Apr 4, 2008, 4:56:54 PM
Thanks for the favourite. Your gallery is beautiful :)

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~GaaraofthefunkXD:iconGaaraofthefunkXD: Mar 20, 2008, 2:32:53 PM
thank you for the add and the fav :D

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i really dont care
*Spookychild:iconSpookychild: Mar 19, 2008, 2:27:29 PM
Thank you very much for the fav and watch. :D

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Some people are like slinkies.......... They are not really good for anything but they bring a smile to your face when pushed down the stairs.
=xXCinderemoXx:iconxXCinderemoXx: Mar 19, 2008, 12:33:38 PM
Thanks for the add ^^ :hug:

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I know everything has a reason,
I'm just still looking for mine...
*Spookychild:iconSpookychild: Mar 17, 2008, 6:47:27 PM
You have a lovely gallery!

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Some people are like slinkies.......... They are not really good for anything but they bring a smile to your face when pushed down the stairs.
*cyanidetictac:iconcyanidetictac: Mar 8, 2008, 5:33:17 PM
:boogie::blowkiss::bow: :blowkiss::bow::blowkiss::boogie:
:D :heart: Thanks for the fav. :heart: :D
:boogie::blowkiss::bow: :blowkiss::bow::blowkiss::boogie:


:orange: :heart:
*cyanidetictac:iconcyanidetictac: Mar 4, 2008, 7:27:31 AM
Hello Madam. Would you be interested in doing a collaboration project with me? Please, Oh Please?
~Skacahouete:iconSkacahouete: Jan 6, 2008, 8:35:12 AM
Hello, it's 'Art-Triste'. I change my DA, now it's Skacahouete ^^
~LoveIsALie:iconLoveIsALie: Dec 23, 2007, 2:52:47 PM
Thank you for the fav and watch.

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~Husha, Husha We're All DEAD [Now]~
~mermaidmusic:iconmermaidmusic: Dec 2, 2007, 6:15:00 PM
you are a true artist, you know that? you inspire me, and have wise words. simple and yet so complex. and i love your stuff. you inspire me.

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~GOLDEN-ARM:iconGOLDEN-ARM: Nov 7, 2007, 1:33:51 PM
thank you much for the fav, love your stuff
~WildeMoon:iconWildeMoon: Oct 15, 2007, 11:40:42 AM Mood: Love
Thank you so much for the fav!

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~meggymeg:iconmeggymeg: Oct 1, 2007, 9:49:17 AM
thankies for the fav =)
=lluvia-bluelight:iconlluvia-bluelight: Sep 23, 2007, 11:45:55 PM
thank you very much for the favourite!!;D

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my deviant=lluvia-bluelight :blackrose:
-all the empires fall down-
I aM NoT DeAd TiLL My HeArT sToPs
*Cirlin:iconCirlin: Sep 22, 2007, 6:55:34 AM
Ha ha-- Loser of the Rat Race. Went back about half a month later to see if I could get his skull but something must have carried him off. Never found him. Not surprising, what with a deal I've nade with one line of cats around here...

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What is gold without the L?
Think about it.
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~ing1:iconing1: Sep 17, 2007, 2:25:35 AM
Thanks a lot for the fav <3 !
*kojika:iconkojika: Sep 16, 2007, 5:39:15 PM
lmao! i know you XD thanks for the watch on this accoutn,a s well~! :confetti:

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~Sanzaki Kojika &
Riko: Hola amigos! I'm not dead!

93.475% of all otaku have tried alchemy...if you're one of the .001% that's succeeded..alchemize this into your sig!
(wee! I made up a siggy! Now I want a cookie!)

I do cheap commissions!
*Cirlin:iconCirlin: Jun 18, 2007, 6:45:51 PM
Had a weird dream about you the other night--figured I should check in...

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What is gold without the L?
Think about it.
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